Don't be so hard on yourself! Something I try to live by and remember every day. When completed this becomes 87 x 97 stitches. Don't have time to do this yourself? Contact me to create a custom order for you! Get yours by instant download to the e-mail address used on your etsy account after check out. This is a digital download pattern created by Rachel Wilde. The file is a PDF, that also includes DMC color thread numbers shown in the pictures above. ** Note -- this pattern is for personal use only. No resale allowed. Please contact the shop with any questions or concerns!**